It sucks when you have barely touched Econs and A Levels are 12 days away.
It sucks when to have to smile just so others won't think you are emo-ing.
It sucks when you lose friends, good ones.
It sucks when you know it's hard to get them back anymore.
It sucks when you are feeling down and desperately trying to find someone to talk to.
It sucks when there's no one to be found.
Now, where is that rewind button when i need it.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
thoughts
A levels is just 2 weeks away, somehow, time has passed with the blink of an eye.
That same feeling of dread that i felt during O levels seems so surreal. I could have sworn that i have forgotten all about it until the it just pounce when i had least expected it. Prelim results weren't that good and knowing myself, it feels like shit everytime i try to compare. Ever since i stepped down from guitar, life has been on a constant downward spiral. Friends, studies and so much more.
Somehow, i just gotta pull it all together and push this last and heaviest hurdle out of my way. Life is just about to start and i will do my best to get ahead, of course, to build a better future. For us. =)
That same feeling of dread that i felt during O levels seems so surreal. I could have sworn that i have forgotten all about it until the it just pounce when i had least expected it. Prelim results weren't that good and knowing myself, it feels like shit everytime i try to compare. Ever since i stepped down from guitar, life has been on a constant downward spiral. Friends, studies and so much more.
Somehow, i just gotta pull it all together and push this last and heaviest hurdle out of my way. Life is just about to start and i will do my best to get ahead, of course, to build a better future. For us. =)
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